Sunday, December 04, 2005

In two weeks


I believe God knows what's best for us. I also believe that He knows who is it, where he is and what is he doing. I also believe that He knows the right time for us to meet that special person for us. If that's the case? Why is there divorce? Why some marriages fail? Why two people who started in a right way sometimes ends up in the wrong road. Does that mean that two people might not be meant for each other even they vow and commit to be together until death?

When I met the right one for me, I just know he is the one God was preparing for me for a long time. However, during those times God is preparing this man for me, I am also being prepared and honestly, during that time in the waiting room, I failed so many times to do what I ought to do while waiting. I failed so many times to patiently wait and purposefully wait, but God didn't give up on me also. He patiently and mercifully completes me in the way He wants me to grow as I am.

My Mr. Right came in an unexpected time, unexpected circumstance, and unexpected way. We met online. I know what you might be thinking in the way we met. It's not the same story as "You've got mail" or "Must Love Dogs" although the technology used is most likely the same. I got a free trial in an online dating site and at the same time my fiance got a free extension on his subscription in the same site. He emailed me first and I return back with an email as well. I was in New York at that time and always busy with my job, working almost 15 hours a day. He started calling me...however on the night of my birthday I felt the connection between us. I realized that this man is special, he's sincere and honest in every word he told me and I knew at that time that even though I couldn't see him, I can trust him.
I believe God worked through me and my fiance's heart, to connect it in the way that will honor Him and move us closer to Him. When he asked me formally to be his girlfriend after only a few weeks, I agreed and commit myself to him. I was never afraid though, to enter into the relationship because I know God is in the center, He is leading us into this path.

And now, in two weeks we are going to face each other and vow before God in Holy Union. Love isn't a many splendored thing at all because before we get here, we faced so many circumstances. Despite of that, love is proven to be real and live in our hearts.

To anyone who reads this blog, I wish you peace and love in your hearts and a happy Christmas this holiday season. God bless!!!

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