Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Testing of Faith

It was past 6pm when I got the text that I got a ticket already, I was relieved that I'm leaving April 17 instead of April 3. I still want to leave April 3 since I'm also excited to see Ate Bonca's family but I'm anxious 'coz my boss will definitely get mad if I leave earlier.

My last day should be April 15 but my boss requested me to stay until April 30, however I guess it's God's will that I leave not too early than April 3 and not too late. I thought I'll be able to go to Boracay, but maybe it's not God's will. Anyway, God has His own time talaga and He works in different ways, different than our plans or what we expect. What God showed me last weekend and early this week was He's faithful. I just have to obey and be faithful as well, and He'll reveal His plans.
I got weary this weekend with the thought, "will I be able to get a ticket?" or "will it fall on April 3?"...I don't know what to do. How am I going to tell my boss? that I can't stay until April 30 or worst...that I might leave April 3. Haay...the feeling and the thoughts are torture for me. God gave this verse last Sunday through our pastor's message which is found at Psalms 46:10

"Be still and know that I'm God."

I was calmed a little bit but there are some portions that made me wearier. Despite of all my emotions, God is there to calm me down and reminded me to relax.

So yun nga...I got the confirmation that I'm leaving on the April 17...just the right time for me to train my friend/officemate and fix other things that I'll leave behind.

No comments: