From the mind & soul of a broken heart

I don't know how i should start this, i'm not good in writing. I love art, reading, and i write things that i have done, planned to do in the future and my current affairs but i'm not profoundly good in writing.
Anyway, this past few weeks has been overwhelming for me. Especially with the matters of the heart. Sometimes, when we are in the so-called cloud nine of love, we thought that we could pass any obstacles because of our past experiences. We thought that what we learned in the past is enough for us to carry the new relationship we are in. But we never know, not until we are into another bizaare situation, that the new relationship could be another step for us to learn something. But the hardest part of it is the investment that you have shell out, the emotions or feelings, the trust and so on. Yet, at the end of everything, moving on will all start with acceptance. That is to accept what happened, what went wrong, what has to be corrected and not, and moving forward. (*sigh*) Yeah, it's hard to forget especially when you get intoxicated with the romantic influence of the other person you love. I've loved so many times, but what is love? It isn't just the feelings, it's not just the sexual attraction towards another person of the opposite sex, it's not just physical appreciation or admiration of someone's values and character. What does it really mean? How many times have I heard "I Love YOU" from my previous relationships and to tell the truth, there isn't a magical spell on it to turn the relationship smooth and foundationally strong. But the three words are still important for me. I regard them as special that I want to hear it from someone willing to commit those three words with me. And I guess my recent relationship isn't the one. I felt devastated, yet I was relieved after my personal realization..(Thanks to the help & support of my friends). Or perhaps we could still work out and be together (for I cannot say what will happen in the future), but this isn't the right time. I guess it's true, that the right love at a wrong time, is the wrong love. And if God will allow us to be together again, then it's up to time. Now i'm going to talk about time. Well after love, there goes the time. Time which holds everything in place, and no one can own time, but of course God alone. And as for me, I shall have to wait for time, for my time, for everytime, and everything i want at a perfect time. Time allows me to learn, to grow, to have patience, and to trust God above all.